Friday, July 23, 2021

I gave up watching the Olympic ceremony to recuperate and start off good tomorrow.

A maybe English-Australian lady who wants to displace my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady ... they kept beating at me with her, doing certain things, and now I can't feel and my legs keep itching so I can't keep them still.

I start my routine again, tomorrow, too.

People just want to focus on how maybe an Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, when trying to navigate through problems and while being a good person, are like talking back pretending she was the one being especially mean to me and keep poking at it.  They don't mess with all nice people, though.

New Meaning

It seems it's not because my dad said to be mean, at this point, they just do it.  They fuss about things.  ...

Like, it was a battle to deal with my dad's anger and to get it out of the way or over with.  Now, it seems never-ending.

They keep bothering me.

Have they just wasted my life?

They keep re-enacting like an older Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with will die and how I'm gonna be leftover and feel like shit compared to everyone.

They keep making problems, especially to do with a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.