I gave up watching the Olympic ceremony to recuperate and start off good tomorrow.

A maybe English-Australian lady who wants to displace my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady ... they kept beating at me with her, doing certain things, and now I can't feel and my legs keep itching so I can't keep them still.

I start my routine again, tomorrow, too.

People just want to focus on how maybe an Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, when trying to navigate through problems and while being a good person, are like talking back pretending she was the one being especially mean to me and keep poking at it.  They don't mess with all nice people, though.

New Meaning

It seems it's not because my dad said to be mean, at this point, they just do it.  They fuss about things.  ...

Like, it was a battle to deal with my dad's anger and to get it out of the way or over with.  Now, it seems never-ending.

They keep bothering me.

Have they just wasted my life?

They keep re-enacting like an older Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with will die and how I'm gonna be leftover and feel like shit compared to everyone.

They keep making problems, especially to do with a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They keep engaging me in a maybe English-Australian lady replacing a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady, and she keeps coming up and abusing me.

My Main Problem

Some people around here keep stressing that a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" will die someday.

I found they let others not feel that pressure.

It's made me feel very low at times every day and have to work hard to pick up myself.

I feel bullied and affected by every suggestion.

I'm trying to get out of this group home and area and country, too.