They won't stop adding more things, I can hear faintly from my room.

I heard the cars outside staring her down until she feels something they tell her to.

It seems they will continue to irritate her.

I was in some pain while I thought they shouldn't be mean to me as the only excuse not to be mean to a European Late Baby Boomer lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.  I faintly heard cars outside saying she would think of something at the age someone relayed I'd die, like 103.  They try to make me think of things at certain times, so I see they went out and wouldn't stop.

These problems have been going on for awhile and I'm pretty miserable.

They are doing worse things for posting this here!

They play little games like I have to think of the maybe English-Australian lady when I'm doing other things or as reminders for when I do them.

Plus, it's been approaching a year since I found her, and it's like this has to happen and they even blame a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They wait for me to improve my life in other ways along the way to cloak that they're still bothering me.

The people monitoring me in private keep getting by making excuses and saying I gave up by saying they bother me and say something's wrong with that.

My extreme troubles in how I feel etc. are probably from and because of the people monitoring me in private.

People around me are a problem, too, though.

They keep acting like this maybe English-Australian lady is always with me trying to have "sex" with me.

The people monitoring me in private had been adding to my life to total it that they go out of control and need everything to feel safe by being mean to me in case they think there was anything to do with anything like "rebellion" involved in my thoughts.

How can I get better with them following me around no matter where I move?

This maybe English-Australian lady keeps acting like she's haunting and tormenting me for revenge either of thinking her corny stereotypes were laughable, though they kept coming, or for not feeling affected by her like she's better for me than a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I'm sensitive and tortured and they don't care at all and it's too bad and that maybe it didn't happen.

They think they're so cute having a maybe English-Australian lady ruin my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.  They keep acting like she's talking to me and getting too close to me.

It seems I am in trouble for being defensive when my parents etc. acted annoying to me without admitting it.  People just press the button whenever they want.  There are other things they use, too.