I get hurtful messages all day...

They keep acting like some lady is talking to me and raping me and replacing a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe.

They keep acting like someone is getting too close to me and "replacing" an older Late Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

I'm fed up with these corny people talking to me in private and getting close and not being capable of making anything work out.

I was aroused and tried to masturbate.  It didn't work, so I did it again another way to satisfy the itch.  They made it itch, again.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop acting up to me.  They ruined my night by acting like stupid lunatics questioning my thinking and peace.

Also they keep acting like someone is talking to me like I can't have a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a European Late Baby Boomer lady.

So, every time the page loads, it seems like they're talking to me.

They keep doing stupid things for stupid reasons, what a waste of my life!

They keep acting like this other person is talking to me and when I feel stimulated hearing a tick in the room.

They threaten to ruin the older lady, too...

I've been feeling like dying and managed to feel happy, and they popped up like some stupid lunatic in my face, like my night doesn't matter, and I've been trying to sleep more all day and it's already almost 2:30 A.M.  Breakfast may be at 9 or 10 A.M.

Beware, because I posted this here, they'll just change it and make something for the worse.

They also segue at some point that the older lady did it, just so they feel better, like they're not alone hurting me.  They must think this lady is pretty out of the norm and in bad ways.

They're going crazy firing off and ruining life.

They keep trying to affect me with noises and turn me off to things.

I can't make myself feel better in a certain way after they were suggestive about my brain.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting coy.  I already am feeling very low too much, and they think they have to upset me.

They are covering "new territory."

They just keep "pushing it" like I can't feel upset when it's appropriate to feel so.

People are too stupid or delirious to figure out if they are hurting me.

They keep appearing from behind the curtains with more problems.

They were acting autistic again, like they can deconstruct my thoughts and say I'm causing trouble for something related or that might have come up, like I'm awkward and that therefore a Late Boomer European older lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with should be ruined.

I keep feeling like I should die, but I wouldn't take my life, but here they are all fresh like nothing matters and I should just ignore all this.

I keep feeling pressure that it's about following this lady into death and never really living.  They are trying to make me feel worse about this.

They can't "do the math" themselves and wonder why I'm in bed recuperating longer, instead of finally setting my room up and to practice violin and learn German.