Communications involving the people monitoring me in private etc. are all too often of an unwanted quality in this already dejected life.

They got so self-righteous, uncaring, selfish, out-of-control, and authoritarian, that they showed a European Late Baby Boomer lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with hurting me following them, like putting down a tube into green boiling liquid, like it didn't matter and there's some explanation in the end, as usual.  I was just thinking about it, so they wasted my time to have to post about their echoing my thoughts again just for something to do.  It seems someone thinks I'm worthless, so they decided to use that as an excuse.

They acted like I'm in a cage and they just casually said in their current popular mood, "No, too bad," and left like it was nothing.

They are trying to make me deal with something like a problem a lot and make it not go away.

They were taken aback because I have a range of moods for a range of situations.  So, they did it again.

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The people monitoring me in private, after some people said something questionable, randomly tapped in like I'm nothing and interrupted me, like I've done something by posting my problems here yesterday, and now it's hard for me to focus on something.

I'm already very miserable and feel so bad emotionally and psychologically.

It looks like they messed up my life, and honestly who wants people who do ruin my life?

They said because they're easily pissed off for no reason that now the Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with gets inappropriately stimulated in public from time to time and people feel it.  This didn't happen before.

They keep acting like it's okay.

They are hurting me in more aways.

The people monitoring me in private popped up saying a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with was like them acting tippy like I "did something" and she was so stimulated by someone she could not do anything again.

They just want to goof around and ruin my life.

They keep making me take things in stride.

This is the first time they said an European Late Baby Boomer lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with was stimulated so she can't do anything and that if she sees someone she will do this.

I have decided the people at the group home are mean to me.

I suspect people are tagging onto a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with to make problems worse, when she's not some weirdo.

It seems like they have a problem and if I do anything that displeases them or seems like an issue, they pop up later like they're answering me and bringing it up as a topic in an annoying action, like it's my life's cycle ... and, if others make it a big deal or I post about it or something, there comes another problem.  People make a big deal of it but usually keep disagreeing.

The people monitoring me in private keep coming back to bother me and don't focus.

The people in this group home keep messing with me, too.

Boy, the people monitoring me in private don't take my life seriously and won't stop being mean to me and ruining it for me and with the Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

Someone keeps bombarding me that I'm not good enough, like I wasn't the same as a baby or if I'm only around certain people I can't be around others etc.

They wait for something big and then do something to ruin my life or the Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, saying it's because I posted here or something.